You say, “God and I have our differences.”
Yeah, tell me about it. Well, at least the God as portrayed by LDS culture and I have our differences. Note I didn’t say theology here – I firmly believe there is a difference between God as interpreted by the LDS culture and God as defined by the theology. The God of the LDS theology is what keeps me in this church. If all I had was an understanding & belief in the God of the LDS culture, I would have left a long, long, long time ago.
It has taken me many years to separate the two – God as interpreted by a group of people who claim to be His chosen ones and God as He really is. And this is what I have found: God as He really is and I don’t have as many differences as I originally thought.